Day Fifteen

First of all, I am sorry about my slacking at the blogging. I have been attempting to get last minute Christmas stuff done before I leave for Oregon... The only reason it is happening now is because I went to bed at 3 and am awake at 8 and am rather annoyed about it.

Something I have tried living without and couldn't.

I am listing this one out... Because there are a lot of things:

1. The Church- I seriously tried walking away, because I was so frustrated with many things in my life. And I couldn't do it. I know without a shadow of a doubt that there is a Heavenly Father. I know how much He loves me, and us for that matter. I know that I have a Savior who came to earth to atone for my sins. I believe the words of the scriptures and the words of the prophets. I don't know why I am still a little stubborn and try to do things on my own and try to test some things out, because I KNOW all of these things, but I still do. Sometimes, I am not the brightest crayon in the box. But I do know the short time in my life when I tried giving up on the church and on Heavenly Father, that time, was the darkest, loneliest time of my life. And I regret the time I wasted in that state of mind.

2. Music- I cannot, will not, and shan't live without music. I cannot do it. I need it. A little like I need everything else in my life. There is a little part of me that hurts when I am without it for a while.

3. Friends- I am soooooo very grateful to have so many people in my life who love and care about me. Thank you for always being there for me and for loving me.

4. Sweaters- I would freeze my buns off.

5. Bras- While I know how ridiculous this sounds, I would kinda die without them. My life would be way more painful.

Maybe I should have said something like my family, but the truth is this: I love my family way too much to have ever tried to live without them. And... I am excited to see them tomorrow!