An Excuse or Two

I have not blogged in a long time, short two sentence blog aside, it has been a while, a LONG while. Its not even like I don't have things to say, I have a lot of things to say right now, about many different topics, none of them are quite Internet worthy though. So I suppose rather than shooting my mouth off about things that will come back to bite me later, I have just bit my tongue. How uncharacteristic of me, I am fully aware.

I think the fact that I have been staying at work until at least 7pm every night isn't helping this fact. It makes me feel like my life is just one giant circle of living at work. I want to make it clear that I completely love my job, and I love 99% of the people I work 125%. (Do the math.) But by the time I get home, I just want to curl up in my bed and hibernate. I think that has to do with the fact that it is completely dark outside, and generally freezing.

Perhaps I need to get up earlier and do something with my life. Read, write, something. But that requires effort.  Sometimes I look at my life and feel completely stuck, but not really at the same time. I love my housemates. I love my job, for the most part. I love my friends. So in those respect not stuck.

But I miss my family. I miss trent. I miss rachel. Its hard being so far away from them. I look forward to weekends when I can go up there, because even though it is not my Oregon home or my Oregon family, they are my family, and my Utah home... Its weird. I am weird. And I am feeling weird today.

All  of these things lead to my nonblogness lately. sorry world.